Tuesday, May 15, 2007
Ferrum
I hide and cry-----
Miles of endless cul-de-sacs and
steet signs-----
I don't know how long I have
been walking-----
Down this road of meandering
woes of wishful thinking----
---------Think Think Think
That's all I knew then,
but what I don't now-----
Now I know------ Finally
Of course---
Yes.....
Sure.....
There are those for those
Those are those for there
There are people who share
There are people who care
Now I know------ Finally
Of course---
Yes.....
Sure.....
There is always a reason
why a person
cries----
We
may
never
know
what----
Niobe is the only person in the
world that cries for all eternity--------------
Let the cold arms
of darkness clasp you----
Swim into that ocean of
misery you have so
created perfectly-----------
Think Think Think
No person is one person
in this world--------
No one is special----
No one is just one----
We all have our haves
and we all know each knows-------
Cry and dawdle at your own pace---
Waste your sands---
Its in your hands---
I've grown up now
I found new lands.................
Thursday, March 01, 2007
Conversation
This silence kills me
Every reverberation crumples my heart------------
This requiem of insanity pierces thru my bones and flesh
My mouth and fingertips shake at the thought of them moving
As if every fiber of my being is being imbued to a single syllable
--And finally when a word is released
You look at me and I see your quizzically contorted eyes
Seconds of agony, frustration and regret pass-------------------
Your lips and your voice box vibrate my air passages unclog again and my diaphragm ascends
But I know--------
-------------Inevitably
My diaphragm would descend again and my throat would constrict and my heart would pound and my palms would sweat and my knees would wobble and my ears would ring and my eyes would stream----
So long as this wall of silence
that kills me
stands and
remains------------------------------------------
Tuesday, February 06, 2007
“Ah, kaya pala…”
As the first speakers delivered their piece, I took my mind off my speech so as not to disturb the already perfectly structured words and paragraphs on my head. One of the things that I was worried about was that I have never tested my PowerPoint presentation on the laptop that was used. I just saw that my slides appeared when Albert copied it but I never tested if they would actually come out the way I made them on our computer. Luckily they did come out exactly the way I wanted them to appear. And the words just flowed like a tide to the shore. After my speech, I was deluged by praises from my evaluators and to tell you the truth, that was the first happy thing that ever happened to me this new year. I said to Michel before that I have never had a euphoric day yet this year; one wherein I am not myself and is just overtaken by happiness. Now I have one!! My very first!! Hehehe. Being praised really raises your confidence to greater heights especially if the people who praise you are people whom you look up to. I received very good evaluations from my evaluators (thanks guys.. oh and gays.. haahha). When the class was over, Albert and I checked our grades and guess what I got------ 95%!!!!!! WAHUUU!! Its like, the highest grade I ever got for anything! Hahaha. I told you euphoria kicked in. One of the things that I read in Ma’m Shimamoto’s comments was well-groomed. She said I was well-groomed!! Hahaha. When I finished reading her comments, I returned it to her with a very big smile on my face and she looked at my paper again and said, “Ah, kaya pala..” and she smiled back. *sigh*. A 95% grade, praises from the people I look up to, and a smile from Ma’m Shimamoto------------- take me to the USTH I have euphoria fever!!
P.S. I would like to give my sincerest apologies to my ever darling Fafa Albert for not being able to fix your tie. Believe me; I almost threw one of my shoes out the window fixing mine. =)
Sunday, February 04, 2007
Alonefulment
•checked my DeviantArt account----- no messages
•checked my Friendster account----- Marie added me as a friend..
•checked my YahooMail account----- emptied my frickin' Bulk Folder
•checked our batch's YahooGroups--- new photos
•went to Mugglenet------------------ J.K's finished with Book 7!!
•another part of Mugglenet---------- Dan's daring photos (heard he was criticized by some)
•went to Michel's blog--------------- new haircut, new boots, new tie
•went to PlayStation.com------------ ogled at the PlayStation 3 and PlayStation Portable
•went to TorrentSpy.com------------ downloaded a new movie (Babel)
•Michel's webcam-------------------- she denied me access.. you yaoi-lover you...
•conference with Inno, Ruth and Kam--- miss you guys
•went to Wikipedia.org--------------- researched about Bermuda Triangle (don't know why)
•went to Oscars.com------------------ checked out the nominees (Woohoo! Meryl Streep!)
•went to YouTube-------------------- checked my uploaded video... 589 views baby!! ye!
well, thats about it.. i hope i think of something else to do because if not.... i'm going to kill myself...
oh a razor!!!
Friday, September 29, 2006
Tigers Ready!
Now where to find one of those long balloons and tiger ears....